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Through Death And Grief

by Cold Days

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1.
Denial 02:51
Standing in the waiting rom, I just want to go home.Everything seams so real. And now I feel like I should be concerned but I can't see much further. Staring at me through a broken window, fall has come and all the leaves will soon be gone. Time is growing against me, glimpse of my life is all I see. Thinking of wall the things that makes me cry. Death's whisper in my ear is like a lullaby.
2.
Anger 03:17
A shadow blindfolds my sight as you're gone with the night. It's been a week since you hate your last bite and saw a glimpse of light. Can't keep control, I have so much to hold, I'm only feeling cold. Everything here has turned to dark shades of grey, and I curse the sky that it won't get black. Then nobody could see the taste for life I lack. I don't know what took you away from here, all I know is that I'm the one stuck here. If god does exist, he's truly selfish. With this lump down my throat, I can't find peace with my sanity.
3.
Bargaining 03:50
I know I haven't been a man of prayers, but now you're gone and my knees have felt the ground. I'm screaming words in my head, talking to no one like a dead man. I still don't know who to turn to since I would usually turn to you. All I know is guilt, I'm only selfish, I fell off a cliff. I'm sinking, I still believe there's a way this wouldn't happen. If I can do anything to get me through death and grief. I ain't no good, at letting go.
4.
Depression 02:00
Drag me into this hole filled up with shame. It has become so hopeless that my thoughts can't fit the frame. If i'd hang on to something it would be a rope. I forgot the need to sleep, the need to breathe. I would rather forget how to wake up from this nightmare.
5.
Acceptance 03:38
The tears I feel today
I'll wait to shed tomorrow.
Though I'll not sleep this night
Nor find surcease from sorrow. 
My eyes must keep their sight:
I dare not be tear-blinded.
I must be free to talk 
Not choked with grief, clear-minded.
My mouth cannot betray
The anguish that I know.

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released January 22, 2015

Recording, mixing and mastering by Olivier Dufour at Red Noise Recording, Montreal, Qc, during winter of 2014

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